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Crying All Alone

by Destan

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Written and performed by Destan Oz
Featuring vocals by Addie Balogun
Beat produced by DJ ALo
Artwork by Lilly O’Phelan

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I’ve been feeling so much BURNING,
Depression I keep YEARNING,
GO BACK repeat,
Fantasies they keep on HURTING,
Why can’t I see, I can’t breathe, when I speak,
It’s my pain, that I preach, listen to the melody,
Am I numb, nah the drugs wearing off,
I feel done, yea I’m pushing through the storm,
Yea, I’m crying and I’m crying
I thought I was alone,
Time keeps on flying,
I found the past is gone,

Crying in the rain all alone,
When my tears fall they freeze
cause it’s cold,
Cycles in my head they repeat
When will I wake up and see,
A soul crying blood
saying please don’t leave,
Nightmares I have can’t tell when I dream,
When I feel sad I tend not to speak,
Blessed with potential it seems,
Memories feel like a disease,

Blessed with a curse full of pain,
Up now I see the beautiful rays,
Don’t wanna hear people say I’ve changed,
And the demons ruthless how can I tame?
Who was crying in the rain with me?
Rain drops were from a loved one,
I jumped in the dark senseless so numb,
And my heart stopped from what I had done,

Melodies in my head feel graceful,
Please don’t run I won’t chase you,
Me I know I wasn’t faithful,
Squeeze the pain out my soul,
Truth is know,
Praying to the lord I don’t fold I don’t fold,
Leave me alone in the dark I atone,
For my sins I feel so wrong,

I’ve been lacking in my prayers,
Let me keep it real,
So lost and deep I can’t feel,
To the table I brought em meal,
I was hungry
people left me starving and Ill,
Did they ever care?
Asking myself I got chills,
I was always scared, nervous, and nauseous and felt
No one ever cared,
Laying in the dark with a soulless stare,
In the dark I couldn’t even see a glare,

Different flows telling me how to live life,
And a cold melody making me cry,
Remedies I don’t want to waste more time,
I don’t want to keep on crying,
I hate that I keep on lying,
All the pain I keep on hiding,
Structure thoughts into writing

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released March 22, 2023

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